Good morning world Ho do you do? I am feeling fine ,great even!! Thanks a gain for coming to this little blog written by just little old me. I got up early today, because I went to sleep early last night! now that is unusual for this one here. I was tried I had been up late for the past few nights and I guess it just got to me. However me knowing me I can’t sleep more than 6 hours in one stretch of time. I call my self a night owl however, I do like the morning as well. Most morning I get up about two hours before I have to get to work a place that I would prefer to stay away from. But I do need that job at this point in time and space. I like the people there however I can’t stand the job. I have no creativity there. should I expect any creativity at a juvenile Detention center? I guess not. LOL silly me.
I am in what I call a holding pattern. Waiting while building something online. My escape route. I am in this holding pattern for a number of good reason. One, it pays the bills,( the ones I can pay) I am still paying off graduation bills and trips,it also fuels the experiments I have going online. Exploring the ways one can work online. Two, my children are not quite settled. they both finished college last year about this same time.Three I know that building a blog takes time a lot more time than other pursuits. You know the affiliate marketing, and selling products like PLR, e-books, trading, e-bay, just to name a few.
Well what got me started today with my early morning ramblings? Like, I said I went to bed early and I was up at 4 am. I had my little coffee and I went out side it is still a little chilly so I could not just sit out there So I took some more pictures of my garden. it is coming alone nicely! I will show some of these pictures. Well while I was out there doing the picture-taking thing and looking at all the work I have to do in the yard. It has been raining and you can’t get out there in the rain, and pull weeds or even mow the lawn or do any transplant work like I want to do.I was thinking of all the books and what some of the leaders out there say about doing work in the mornings. Most of the time I write in the evenings. I have started to see that at night it is a hard thing to do. With all the activity going on around me. The tv and the games in the back ground draws my attention away from my thoughts of the projects I am trying to do and then at the end of the day I am wearing down.
I read and listen too what they have to say about, it is better to work and plan you day at the start of the morning. You may know who some of them are.. The writers on Linked in,Social media examiner, Dailyworth, Mckinsey quartley, Ila Robin Sharma and all the Success magazines featured greats. Well today I am testing that information out. to see how it fits me. I think it is nice to get up. It sure is nice and quiet in the morning, nice so I can hear myself think But the time is still to short. So this has to be a cliffhanger of sorts. I want to tell you about a book I just ordered it is not out So I have to wait to get it. but I will leave this cliffhanger with this thought. examine yourself and see if there is a better way of doing any thing. Do be so rooted in the ways and thoughts you have check it out and compare it with what others are doing. Don’t close your mind to a new ay of being or doing any thing. Try it you may like it. smile Oh boy I got to get to work! I think if I did not have to go to that job and this was my job boy what I could turn out. So if you will I will try this again in the morning. Smile. oh yes the pictures
These are but a few I took about 30 pictures this morning! washed some clothing, made breakfast and lunch. busy morning in deed. Have a great day. Smile.Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )
In the stillness of the midnight hour, grab your cup, jar or a pan and collect the water from the rain that comes down, for this recipe calles for unpolluted water, spring water /distilled would be just fine too. Oh no! do not use sea water or mineral water for they have too high a mineral content. and no microwave please!! The mixture…
1 tbs of China black/breakfast tea
1 tbs of Raspberry leaves
2 tsp of Rose hip
2 tsp of Chamomile
1 tsp Mullein
1 tsp Damiana
It is best to have a mind that is clear and clean of un-pure thoughts and a fire source to cook this recipe in, all the while you are adding and mixing you must think of him. It does not matter who the him is, for in your heart he will find the true and the right way to your garden that grows with desire and the passion of love always open. Your love is strengthened though the shading of a tear that goes also in and on the herbs of the tea. But only at the end. All of this is done in spring. For spring is the time of new beginnings, new partnerships new growth.Boiling time 13 minutes.
Now with the cup in hand for this recipe is only good for just four hours after the herbs have given up their sweets and your tear seals it all for that is the essence of you. Do a little dance and sing a little song and free your mind of the cares of the world, the worry that have no real meaning in life.Take a big sip of this tea and throw the rest all in the garden. There it will grow and seep into the earth and mix and mingle and flow in all place. For the earth and we are one, and he will get the message! Do this after the rain has gone but the land is still moist. Smile and be glad for you are done.
Please note that if you want to do this in the way of sun tea be my guest. But you will have to wait most of the day for herbs to give out their essence. Your tear is always last but not least. Smile, have a great day!!
Just a little silliness to break up all this seriousness! who know it could work! Smile
Embrace love. the light it brings can illuminate your feelings. and
for every kiss you receive, return two. your lips will be sweeter for the giving.
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Hay all, Just a few thoughts on Success and Discipline, someone wrote one day on my wall about success is nothing but a few disciplines practiced every day. I don’t know why this system made it a spam? strange that it did that. So I undid that. a voice is what it is and should be share if it makes sense. and the comments made a lot of good sense to me. however, I wanted to share what I thought on it.
Now this statement is more than true. However, success as with any thing is subjective to the beholder. The discipline it takes to do something that will bring success is the key to getting the job done. Some folks never take the first step it takes to do the disciplines each and every day or as much as it would take to get the desired effect. So this would lead us to think that one needs to do something on a constant basis to get the desired effect. I think yes sometimes if one does something long enough and well enough and effect will occur. However if it is not the desired outcome, could we, would we say that we have success. maybe! and maybe not. our own perception plays a big role here.(positive or negative) We could say that we have learned an important lesson. That what we did showed us that we should not do it again because to do something over and over again ( a few Disciplines practiced everyday) and the result was not what we wanted then there is no success in a way. As I said earlier. it is subjective. and if one is of the mind frame that any thing learned is and has value then one can say that is success. because you have learned that this set of disciplines was not the right ones to follow. We must all learn and make mistakes in this big old world. So to simply say that it is only or noting but a few disciplines would lean some to think. that if I just worked that job long enough I will make the money I need to be happy. When we should all know that happiness comes from with in it is not a discipline. It can not be leaned or practiced everyday. if has too many variables than to just put it like that.
However every thing is and has another meaning and rhyme in another day. just a thought has to change. and the reason behind every thing is different. but that is life we have our goals and our dreams and our desires. they lead us to explore and by exploring and finding and doing and seeing with new eyes or adjusted eyes that the world is not what it was yesterday. now I call that life. and that to me is the wonder and the glory of learning and not every thing has to just be done in a certain way. To get in a house or to get out of it we have three doors and a bunch of windows that we can use. there is never well I better not use the word never but there are alway another way to do a thing and get the desired effect. look at all t he blogs and the life of the many. how now are we to tell each and every one of them with the many and diverse ways they are doing their thing that they are all wrong or right because of what they do each and every day. I call it love,passion and desire than if one has will bring on the success. So simple success from a pea point of view is to have been eaten that day. wow all is well with the pea’s world. true Success Wow! fantastic. I love it! Peace and elbow grease is good for my soul!
These are the paths in life that I see one must follow to discover purpose and have the desire to be successful in one own life. live, love learn, share, teach learn more all over again from another. The student is the teacher and the teacher is the student. to do the six is a meaningful life. in my book of books any way.Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )
Good morning world!! yes I say that every morning and I mean it. I am happy to get up and start a new day. I am going to change the site’s name to Talkabout. The reason for this is many. First this is a free site and ConversCity now will be for business the creation of what I have learned and what products I used to learn and grow. sure you will get some of that on Talkabout but I need as you will need a venue where you make a living.
I find that sometimes when you learn and grow your goals and all things change. so it may seem that I have not been doing this long to start a business but I ask the question when will it be soon enough. I have to do the action part of what I want to do in life. this falls in line with the take action theme when I tell you to do the same get over your fears. and the best way to get over your fears is to jump right in. Now the whole purpose for this blog as I have said is to provide a way for the new people to see and understand some of the foundations of creating your own success, your own job. oh boy I sometimes think that word is a bad word. but I have grown to understand that it is not a bad word. it is the intent and the expression that goes with that word that can be considered bad. for now I will not go off into that tangent. smile. the way in which to do this deed for you I want to present interviews with some of the companies and show the individual who is in that particular companies motivation and what that company can offer you.
Remember or go back to that day that I was so concerned that change was coming to my job that I just could not stomach or I was totally upset about. well they have postponed the actions for now. it could be next month who knows but I got my little self all worked up and it made me take more action and I have done more steps to getting there. if I don’t start now. now I see that was a good thing because it made me more determine to get my act together and start. yes I was taking baby steps but now I am throwing my self into it more deeply. You have to do what you have to do to survive life challenges.
when thinking on what to do and how to do it there are many thoughts on that. your passions I should be first. it is a great thing to do something you like to do. and some of the companies I will present may fit some or all of your passions. take me as the example. I like to travel and I like helping others and I like photography. heck I went to SIU to study photography and I have always liked to write. the other passions for gardening and design and dyi will take a back seat to the first three. sure I can come back and visit the other passions or goals but I have to start someplace and get my feet soaking wet with the building around these first desires.
I have always known that I wanted to be self-employed or my own boss, I have always wanted to be and do more than one thing, so I have the entrepreneur spirit. Now how to create what I want to do. to help you and me the interviews will show us the who and the what. it is the helping part of my passion, the interviews also fills my desire to put photography back into my life. The writing of the blog and sharing my thoughts and deeds is the of course the writing.
When thinking on life purpose the question that comes to mind is does it have meaning to me and to you. well only time will tell if it has meaning to you. but to me yes it does. it puts my thoughts and desires in to action, and it makes me feel good to help another learn or see that every one is not out to cut your thought for your blood. wow that was graphic. Sorry about that.
I hope I don’t turn some of you off by saying this but oh well. I am a God-fearing and God-loving women and I may not go to church every week. I think that is due to wanting a different kind of church to attend I want a world church that every race/culture or close to it is represented. I don’t know what plans he/she has for me but I know I am not an island unto myself. Yes I send most my time not in the company of many only at work and I am a little introverted, but I love people and that is where the travel and the interviews come into the mix as well. I want to look in the mirror and see way down deep that I have brought a little meaning to what life is. and that is to love, to learn to share and to care and to teach. that is what I think life is truly all about.
I don’t want to be on an island all by my self. that is to me a boring and non productive life. oh no not for me. touch me feel me share with me. grow. I think that is the plan. but who knows.
one must get past the thinking of and get to the doing of. remember when you first wanted to drive a car, well what did you do. sit there and dream about it yes but if you drive now. there was at some point you got up and got to action and got to learning how and then you started driving well you know all the steps there will the same thing goes with starting the online thing or what ever you have got to get your self out there and do and learn and then you can say that you did it. sure I swiped a few cars along the way but I learned and have not hit another car since. Smile Mistakes you learn by them and if they are not totally out the box then you grow and succeed.
In a little bit I am going to ask you to join me by RSS feed or link . This blog I hope will be interesting and more so when I start the interviews I have to upgrade so that I can put video on. With interviews it sometimes is hard to get them to do the interview. So that has been a challenge too. but once they see that their brand and the company will get exposure I am sure they will come and be happy to share their inspiration,goals,drive and the company’s value with you and me.
oh let me ask this question. what questions from the companies would you like to ask. I have a few set up but I would like to know what is most important to you. for now list them below so that all can see and we can come to agreement as to what is asked.
well for now. Its tax time for me so I will see you soon. there are a few more thoughts so I think later to-day I will be back. smile. that’s life huh!Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( 1 so far )
Well, My oh my! did I want to start blogging about this day at work. but I could not. So here is what happened I walked into the office and they told me that I would be going into an area that I will be locked in with the kids of the detention center. Mind you I am clerical. Ten years ago I never wanted and still do not want to work first hand and in close quarters with the minors. I do have a fear regarding that. (how to get out without waiting on someone else to buzz me out and what if I get hit!!) There is no separation (walls, glass partitions) from them and they at times do go off and some are very troubled. braking things spitting, and hygiene is a problem and viruses and diseases. I know about those( viruses and diseases) because a few parents came in asking about the conditions to me, and the detention center has never told the employees who work with the kids about it as a warning or to take precautions. I am not trained for handling the unruly one, nor do I want to learn. Leave that part to the guys and gals who want to do that job.
It like this if I worked in a coal mine would I be in the shaft working? No! I would be in the office working and not in the dangerous area that I did not sign up for. But they want to push me into this area. ( this in my view is a perfect example of why I got to got to get the heck out of there.) I had heard that this maybe coming and I have voice that I don’t want to be in that area. Now the day of dawning is here and this Tuesday they want me to train there. So what do I do? I have no recourse but to say no and see if they will transfer me or they will need to fire me. or put me on a 28 day suspension. This is all a mess. My mind is pondering what to do. and i am in a twirl! I would like to keep my job till I say when but when maybe here now , next week and I am just not prepared. I have graduations to do and the downsizing is not done, and all my little duck plans are not in a role. It is in the process but I have a while before that is at the point that I feel good and ready to leave.
Now looking at it another way this could be the push I need to really put my all into getting things set up and done in a rush. I don’t and would not advocate rushing into starting a business online or a brick and mortar business. However as the many out here in the land of funky stuff happening to you. I guess I will learn first hand as to taking action fast. Thinking on it this more, if I am fired this will let me sit on unemployment for a while and let me work at online work much faster I will have the time needed in the day to blog and work on-line.
My fear level will be great but the challenge will be there too and I do like the challenge. and if need be I could get a small part-time job. But I never wanted to have another job but the one I create for my self. if I keep the job and go in that area and face my fears of safety and exposure will I have the right mind-set to do the things I have set for my self to do. if not there will also be no health insurance for self and my daughter she is graduating but she is continuing into the broadcasting for a one year program. Next week will be the what of all what the heck will happen. Gee! what a mess or what a blessing. oh my! Too many things to do with too much little time to do it in.
The one thing that I truly want to get across is the sadness of the kids there. That also would be a stark slap in my face each and every day because I can’t do a thing to help them and it would take a life time and that is not one of the causes that I can do at this age, space and time period. if I was younger I could try. OH don’t let us talk about the politics of it all and in it. Now that is another subject that I don’t want to handle. No mess and no stress not that kind any way. The dirty little secrets that place holds. You see the waste and the loss. I don’t want to go though the pain each and every day being so close but so far from the promise. Every little thing/moment would hurt until my skin would be as raw!and calloused. I can’t lose my feeling for life that way!
Oh boy I need two keys of life.
Where your body cannot enter, your prayers announce your intentions.
Wishes, lies, and dreams all spring for the same well. knowing when to drink requires only a little common sense.Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )